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Feels good.

2009-09-28T23:51:00.002+08:00

Feels good to be able to log into blogspot again. Been a long while since i did log in. :)

Perhaps i'll post a few pictures here? :P

But still. Here's the new website.

*click here*

Announcement

2009-09-01T17:14:00.002+08:00

I know wordpress is more boring than blogspot.

But oh well, it functions better. Well that's my opinion. :)

So i wont be updating here that often. Or maybe at all. :\

RELINK! :) New blog link.

Have an awesome day all! :)

Dilemma.

2009-08-30T23:22:00.002+08:00

I'm hessitating.

I wanna move to wordpress.

But it has its pros and cons.

It would be easier because then i won't have to manage two blogs.

One public and one private.

And yes, wordpress isn't so much of a homosexual mechanism as blogspot.

It doesn't gay as often. :P

Anyways, i have already set my wordpress page.

I'm working on it. I'll update the link as soon as i'm done with the new page. :D

It wont be any major change, because everyone knows i don't like dealing with htmls.

And sides, my blog is not the superduperuber-popular kind.

So i dont have to worry about it being too simple! :)

Updates soon! :D

Oh and Happy Birthday to Malaysia. :)

I'm tired of people lying, saying what they want about me.

2009-08-28T00:44:00.009+08:00

Phrase of the day: Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names.

What else can i say? I love my baby sister! :)

Attempting to kiss the very tall Rozzy!

The very notorious "Mischievous Smile" by me. :P

Yeong Sze and *enter name here* (forgotten his name, *oops)

Rozzy my baby sister. :)

Yeong Sze my baby sister's really sweet friend! :)

Um, i forgot her name. *Oops

Rozanne a.k.a Rozzy; my baby sister! Love her to bits. :D

Yeong Sze; one of the sweeties i met through my baby sister Rozzy! :)

And the continuous lyrics to the title. "Why can't they back up on me? Why can't they let me live. "

I guess they think i haven't lived long enough to understand the values of life.

But damn right i know the values of life don't include bitching about someone you barely know. It's funny how insignificant most of those people are to one's life, and yet they have so much to voice about. Making assumptions and pouring accusations all over someone seems to be all that they ever do. I thought as a year has gone by, things would've at least changed. But it turns out that _____ was right, best to avoid the click that has nothing better to do but to trash everyone they don't seem to fancy and are not fond of.

I had an overall mediocre day.

Awesome when i was with my baby sister and her very cute and bubbly friends.

Even more awesome when i heard _____ is bringing back the Akita puppy back tomorrow.

We're naming it Momo a.k.a. Bulubulu. Why? Because it's fat, cute and furry. :)

"Mou" means fur in cantonese. So yes, Momo.

We'll be sending Momo to _____'s sister's house when we bring Bubu back.

Bubu is a bull terrier. We're still waiting for it to be old enough to be brought home. :D

Well _____'s home, not mine. :)

What it all truly means

2009-08-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

Phrase of the day: Happiness is not a reward - it is a consequence. Suffering is not a punishment - it is a result.

Agreed? :)

Little grumpy gourd

2009-08-27T09:00:00.000+08:00

Phrase of the day: Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.

Yes i hold grudges.

I never forget things that i have been accused of doing.

Some people that drags me into their relationship misfits.

And take me as the reason of their seperation while not seeing the real reason why it all occured.

Like how THEY themselves created the problem.

I don't know why i'm feeling so grumpy these days.

And i feel like ripping that particular person's face off and watching that person bleed to death.

While sprinkling salt all over the wounds.

Ahh, just by typing it already makes me feel better.

So yes, anyone wants to recommend an anger management centre to me now?

Anger management.

2009-08-27T02:13:00.004+08:00

Phrase of the day:

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength. While loving someone deeply gives you courage.

Anger. If not restrained, is frequently more hurtful to us than the injury that provokes it.

Yes, we both think i need anger management.

I tend to get angry over petty little things. But i've been tolerant enough to deal with all the shit someone did. So what is this called? Pure stupidity, or just loyalty.

Tell me how to not want to hate you as much as i already do.

2009-08-27T01:42:00.002+08:00

Your lies.

Your actions done out of malice.

Your incompetence.

Your source of joy is my source of anger.

Your so called fun brings more to loathe.

I think i deserve more than empty words and promises.

And you deserve nothing more than a lifelong of emptiness.

Karma and comsequences, you said you believe.

But look at your actions.

One word, deceiving.

I'm tired and i'm going to bed.

Obviously not in a good mood.

P/s: Thanks for accompanying me to the cinema Moo! :)

P/p/s: The Proposal is a MUST WATCH! I'd rate it 11/10 which is an extra ONE. :))

P/p/p/s: I want a new plushy!

Eight years later you might win me over.

2009-08-26T01:39:00.002+08:00

I was bored.

And i was determined to make the perfect look for her.

On her brother's wedding night.

And now i have. All she needs to do, is to start learning how to stop blinking when im putting on lashes for her. *smirks*

Anyways, we're both done with facials.

She's washing off hers now.

I've already washed off mine. :D

Shills rock. :)

Taking the memories from the past and making them ideas for the future.

2009-08-25T22:41:00.003+08:00

A little bit of entertainment for the bored people.

As my younger bro was drinking his mushroom soup.

Evon went crazy.

Evon;Shing;Lynne

Eh remember what your bro said?

Come on baby dogs lets lay eggs.

*repeats the sentence 50 times or more*

(Okay fine i was exaggerating)

Shing!

Yes?

Show me your baby eggs.

WHAT?!

I thought its baby dogs?

*laughs hysterically*

Baby eggs baby eggs baby eggs.

Eh reminds me of the burger!

-____________-"

And up until now she is still laughing.

That girl must be high on crack or something.

Wonder what she ate just now. :P

Attempting to eat the bridge.

As you can see my evil sidekick is not really helping much. :p

And its Snuggles again.

I love my Snuggles. :D

Evon attempting to pick my nose even when i am camwhoring.

*tsktsktsk*

I know she loves everything including my snort.

Mucus that is. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :P

I just had spaghetti with *ahem* fillet. Non-halal.

And shit loads of fries.

With hong kong style tea.

I like being fat, so shuddup and keep your nasty comments to yourselves.

I cannot reply text messages using my end-with-8 number.

Because i left my charger somewhere and i can only get it back not-anytime-soon.

So text me on my end-with-3 or end-with-4 or end-with-2 number.

And because i am too lazt to swap sim cards.

So that answers all the questions and suggestions like "Why don't you just change the sim cards?"

One little two little three little plushies

2009-08-25T15:22:00.004+08:00

So about a month ago.

Or three weeks, maybe two.

I don't remember when. (refer to album in fb!)

Evon came over and we fooled around with the webcam.

Shit loads of funny pictures, all in fb albums. :D

And i kidnapped Ciern and threatened to keep her all for myself.

And not sharing with Raymann. *ahems*

But of course Ciern would pick Raymann over me. :P

So two pictures of the webcam shots should be enough. :D

Yes, Evon loves to do funny faces of me using her mobile.

There's another one even more chio.

I shall upload it if my laptop's bluetooth doesn't gay with me. :D

And meet Snuggles.

A present from Jims.

If you stick your nose to Snuggles' nose.

And move Snuggles' head left and right clockwise and anti-clockwise.

He actually looks alive!

Okay i'm sure none of you get what i mean.

But it's okay. :D

I think i dented its nose by pushing my nose to its nose for so many times.

But oh, who cares. :D

Its still cute and adorable and mine. :]

I am thinking about going out to watch Up.

But i am also hesitating because i feel so sleepy and i'm pretty darn broke.

Ah, what the heck.

Should i kidnap Jessica at 8pm tonight?

'Cause i'm pretty darn sure i wanna kidnap Evon.

She's walking into my bait. In another 15 minutes! *happy happy*

Now i'm in a dilemma.

Go out? Stay home? Kidnap friends?

Sleep or eat?

Or eat then sleep?

Or sleep then eat?

Geeeeeze!

Now that i'm back.

2009-08-24T23:30:00.003+08:00

Now that i'm back home.

In penang, where all my soft toys are.

I brought an addition back home.

Jims gave it to me, it's called snuggles.

I know snuggles is such a common name for toys.

But don't expect me to name it Margaret or Latoya or whatever sophisticated names you have in mind.

Because snuggles is so cute, i'm bringing snuggles everywhere i go.

Except for the loo. :p

So few days before i went to KL.

I kidnapped Evon from her place.

Influenced her to do something really bad. *ahems* We know.

Then we headed of to Sakae Sushi in Queens.

My new favourite is this mad delicious tofu.

I am going to have this tofu again, tomorrow. :p

And while i was in KL.

Seejay picked me up from IOI Mall which i called one-o-one mall. -.-

And got her confused for a bit. :p

Then we headed off to somewhere, someplace for a while.

And it was back to the hotel. :)

Had fun there, and fyi, i do not feed on attention.

So don't get me wrong now.

More pictures on facebook! :D

The picture below was taken by someone super un-pro.

And partly my fault for forgetting that my camera was on Macro.

Oh well, instead of blaming myself, of course i'd rather blame the photographer. *smirks*

Btw, Seejay's toilet damn chio! She got eyelashes all over her mirror!

And i've got the same bed sheet as hers just that hers is grey and mine is pink. :DD

And on my way back from KL.

Because someone was snoring so damn loud behind me which was clearly obstructing me from sleeping.

So i had no PSP, gameboy, nintendo ds lite, ipod touch or whatsoever.

I only had my camera, what else? Camwhore! :D

I'll only upload one pathetic picture because my version of camwhore is taking 3 pictures and then pick one out of the three and not taking 500 pictures of myself in my preferred pose and then posting up 499 of the pictures i like thus blinding everyone that is on my page.

I'm tired, gonna go wash up and sleep.

Hope i can find something nice to blog about. Or more like, better events so i could snap more pictures. Bahh..

Night everyone! :)

Broken.

2009-08-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

Everything is just broken. Everything.

Everything is just fucked up

2009-08-16T11:08:00.003+08:00

From 38.5 to 39.2 .

How the fuck am I gonna take like 8 more papers?!

And don't worry, since everyone is scared of being affected.

I'll wear a mask to class.

Sides, no one would even give a fuck if i died of Influenza A, maybe except for Kevin.

Fuck the world.

Sick

2009-08-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

I have fever, and yes I want everyone to know. :P

I am heating up to 38.6 degree celcius now. :\

Evon came over to accompany me, she didn't have to wear a mask 'cause she already had injections. :D

Then Jamie, Kai Sing and Imin just dropped by for a bit just now. :)

Wish I could have fun like them. :(

Anyways, I'm happy that I'm getting the Blackberry but I feel a little bit guilty.

Maybe I should totally downgrade and use the E63 instead? :S

I'm gonna go back to sleep now before my brain splatters out.

And yes, I'm going to fuck up these forecasts 'cause it's either being sick, or sick. :(

Nights all! :D

Blackberry Bold 9000

2009-08-15T00:02:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA. My brand new toy.

Not exactly canggih (high tech), but at least better than the junk I was using before! :)))

Dum dee dum dum dum.

And no, dad's not the one getting it for me.

It's someone elssssse. :D

Jeng jeng jeng! Convincing skills not too bad eyh. :P

Hello and goodbyes

2009-08-14T22:38:00.002+08:00

I spent the day with my sister from another mother. :)

Met her mum and dad.

She's my "ang moh ern". HAHAHA.

I did her make up for her. And some minor tutorials 'cause we were in a hurry.

And yes, I'm a masochist. Friends on fb knows why. :p

Anyways, happy that I got to de-stress myself with the sister. :D

Went to her daddy's friend's tattoo shop to have a look at how exotic it was.

Exotic indeed! :)

Then went for Tomyam Noodles.

Went home and picked bro up from school.

Sent my younger sister home and got stuck in the jam for an hour.

Met a stupid old woman that drives a lousy white car that thinks she is damn young and hippy.

She's prolly 65. Or at least 64 and a half. :P

Anyways, had fun with the sister.

Love her to the core of my bones. :]]]

Btw, happy anniversary! :)))

Happy Half A Year Story

2009-08-12T15:51:00.002+08:00

Sis: You have a girlfriend?

Bro: No

Sis: Seriously, do you have a girlfriend?

Bro: No.

Sis: YES OR NO?!

Bro: Yes.

Fuck it man, seems like i'm trying to alienate everyone else by thinking about this convo alone and smiling to myself all the time. It's just really funny how it works. :p

People busy with exams. I'm still here. How awesome kan?

Alright. Now i'm gonna go have a snooze.

P/s: Teddy's pm on msn says "P/S: I'm Still Not Over You." - too lil too late? :\

Moral Relativity.

2009-08-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

Okay this is the last one.

I'll continue when I have time.

I'm like running late for everything.

So much to do, so little time.

Bye all!

Stress level = Exessive

2009-08-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

Even when you try to relax in the midst of your super important exam.

You feel like you're sitting on your books.

Sometimes, you get crossed between farting on them.

Or just to read your chair.

Itsy bitsy spider climbing up the wall.

2009-08-10T13:00:00.000+08:00

If it's not a tarantula, I'd crush it.

Or feed it to scorpio for a change.

Met Jim's sister's 4 dogs.

Coco. Becky. Toto. Soso.

I think I got the last two wrong, but what the heck.

Soso is like a massive saliva producer. He runned towards me.

And got goo all over my shorts. Slippers. Toes. Arm. Fingers.

Coco is really well trained.

And so is Toto.

Toto does this mouth opening and closing gesture when she's asking for food.

And me, a complete stranger to her.

When I said sit, she sat and started doing her asking for food face.

Gosh. I'm going to kidnap her one day.

Why are we here and where are we going?

2009-08-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

Haha.

I just msn-ed Antz.

(p/s: this post is scheduled.)

He asked me to download a song for him.

And asked me when's my exam.

The funny thing is.

I used to be the one to ask him to download songs for me.

I guess things change after 2 months of not seeing each other. :)

It gets better in many ways.

And worse in just minor ways.

By the way.

Do listen to this song.

By Jack Johnson, it's called Better Together.

2009-08-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

Haha.

Have a good day ya'll. :)

Applying Maths

2009-08-07T13:00:00.000+08:00

Now go draw a map or find a blue print of your house.

And start calculating which route to take when you're on diet.

And which route to take when you simply don't feel like walking.

Excuses For Social Ineptness

2009-08-06T13:00:00.000+08:00

It's scheduled.

I have one scheduled for everyday of my absence online.

Or in class. :p

I know, it's been 23days.

Am I awesome or what. :D

Classy Assholes = Classholes

2009-08-05T13:00:00.000+08:00

I love this comic strip. :D

It's just classic!

Now doesn't that ring a bell in some people's heads? :]

If you think the classhole is very much like someone you know.

It's not me.

Wasting time on the internet?

2009-08-04T13:39:00.000+08:00

*click to enlarge*

I don't actually like you.

2009-08-03T14:05:00.001+08:00

Whoopsie.

I didn't realise.

That, I uploaded.

A rotated comic strip.

Haha.

Click to enlarge. :D

Bedazzled with Rhinestones.

2009-08-03T13:29:00.002+08:00

What are exams really for?

They say, "To determine the quality of our students."

Others say, "To show off the talents of students in their compound by taking credit for their hard work."

Most say, "To chop down trees, kill the environment, ruin the ecosystem, and turn Earth into a gigantic mud ball."

So yes, pick one.

I'm sticking to the turning Earth into a gigantic mud ball thing.

'Cause it sounds cute, and it's pretty true.

In the process of nerdifying myself from today onwards.

Yes, people started 2 weeks back.

I'm ashamed, really.

_|_

As if, screw exams man.

All you need is another pack of cigarettes, some blue label and the magic happens .

2009-08-01T12:23:00.000+08:00

Reasons why I haven't been blogging as often:

Mum has been pressuring me about courses to take.
Going to boot camp doesn't exactly inspire you on blogging about anything except for your "to bring list".
I am as lazy as lazy can get. :D

Paul thinks I abuse my pink hippopotamus.

But I clearly don't.

Okay so maybe all of my soft toys has their defects, but I still love them.

See, they love each other too.

p/s: Spongebob belongs to younger brother.

So one of the Saturdays which I cant remember when.

Had an appointment with Ciern and Von.

Was supposed to do make-up for Ciern and kidnap both of them for Dim Sum.

Not many pictures of the food as we were too busy catching up on each others' lives. :)

Then we headed off to Ciern's church and did her make-up in the car. :]

The silly girl left her mobile phone in my car. :p

When I found it I used it to call her.

And the first thing she said "Is it in your car?!"

So I said "Nope, I'm NOT using YOUR phone to call YOU darling."

And she laughed.

So after her church function, Raymann drove her to my place to pick up her cell phone. :D

Sweet isn't he? My place is so far far far far far away from where they were that day.

And one of those days where we baked cookies.

This is the Dinosaur shaped one that daddy asked for. :)

And another Saturday (don't remember which).

Headed out to Kampachi for lunch.

Met the executive chef, Junious. Very nice guy. :)

Deserts. Of all colours and shapes.

Sushi bar! :)

This is some really awesome row that the chef made for me.

It's RM25 a piece. Worth trying! :)

Tasted a lil bit like Sea Urchin though.

Okay that's all for now.

Gotta go get ready for class.

Btw, Jamie! If you see this. Remember to update your blog. :D

And the La Senza receipt is with you right? :)))))

Bye people!

What lies ahead of us is solely what decisions we make in the present .

2009-07-25T15:33:00.000+08:00

Twinkle twinkle little shit .

2009-07-24T15:37:00.002+08:00

Today wasn't fruitful.

As expected.

I wish devastator from transformers was real.

Then i'd know where to place him for sure. :)

Right in front of that gigantic building which is a huge pain in the ass.

Ck is back from UK.

Jon is back from UK.

Yan in also back from UK.

While Veevian left for Melbourne for the second time.

I miss her. So bad. :(

Wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

2009-07-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

Fridays always gets me hyped up.

Because knowing that the weekends are approaching just makes me happy. :)

But at the same time.

Knowing that your exam has been moved forward by a month,

and the fact that you still know nuts about everything pretty much sucks.

Oh well. :D

Today's a special day!

'Cause someone I've known for 7 years is turning a year older. *grins*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIAN a.k.a. MOOMOO.

p/s: never too old to celebrate okay. :p

Boredom.

2009-07-23T12:46:00.002+08:00

Parents and bro are prolly leaving for Melbourne in the midst of my finals.

Without me.

There, with me not around.

Not there with me.

Not bringing me there.

But oh well, either way.

I'm still gonna go over. Since the crazy ass 'sista' is there.

I've been doing nothing for the pass few days.

So proud of myself, the determination in me is just so - not there anymore.

Ah well, i've tried flipping those pages on the books.

But by flipping it open, it just stays there on that page the whole time while i run around doing other things all day.

What joy.

Signing off now.

Tomorrow's gonna be a special day for someone. *smirks*

Contradicting facts.

2009-07-20T16:51:00.003+08:00

Rather interesting how people label dimwits. :)

Assuming that assumptions are made corresponds with the thoughts of themselves being dimwits in everyone's heads. :p

Perhaps I should go for whatever English class they are attending.

To see how inevitably hopeless they actually are. :D

Less brainers stand up for no brainers who acts big only around people who have guts.

So less brainers who posts half nude in pictures have guts and no brainers just suck cock skipping classes. :]

*whooooops

It's so funny how a few statements on the same piece of shit is so contradicting.

This time, learning from a friend in KL.

Though I don't really know her, and I dont really talk to her as often.

She always has this PM up. "Life goes on."

It matches with the "Ignorance is bliss" on my PM column. :D

Thanks SeeJay! If you ever see this.

So yeah, being ignorant from now on.

Was ignorant all the while, just not as much that it needed to be.

So yeah, the black pitbull puppy is here.

But now pig is having second thoughts and going for the bull terrier.

Then what about my pitbull?! :(

He's gonna bring it back too.

But i'll make sure it kills his bull terrier.

Ciern, you won't like the dog i'll pick.

But you'll like the one the pig is about to get. :p

Please don't bury it Ciern. You are 'Kai Ma'.

'Kai Ma's don't bury their god children! :p

Update soon.

Stressed?

2009-07-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

Take a chill pill. :)

Don't flatter yourself.

2009-07-17T21:45:00.003+08:00

*yawns*

people are entertaining me with their incompetence. :)

funny how the guilty ones are always trying so hard to prove themselves innocent.

if you take our results as the bar set for you to beat.

you're a loser.

because the only reason you should want better grades, should be because you know you didn't do well enough.

so if we set low bars, you beat us by half a mark.

you'd still be failing. what's the difference in that?

sigh. life's getting dull.

and losers are making it interesting. :D

Take a jug and fill it up, life aint gon'be easy without alcohol.

2009-07-17T15:15:00.003+08:00

I want the Pitbull.

But Jims thinks it aint practical. Well DUH!

Puppy $2000 USD.

Shipping fees $900+ USD.

It aint ridiculous 'cause it's the puppy of the champ. :\

But I found a new pitbull pup.

It's only 4.5k.

And it's bound to be mine. :D

Anyways, i want kebab.

Julian is back, me is very the happy. :p

Updates

2009-07-08T21:26:00.002+08:00

I've been staying up late for God knows how long.

Sometimes i do really appreciate the times when i get sick so i'd fall asleep.

Either because of the medication or because i just doze off due to lethargy.

Recently i've been sleeping really early, due to eyeball allergy medications.

But since my eye is much better now.

I've narrowed down to only taking pills at night before i go to bed.

I can't imagine the pain of having to get through without those pills after i'm done with.

Sleeping is gonna be a real challenge from then on.

I've been busy with homework which i left undone. :p

And also busy catching up, i have a goal to reach. Do you?

Oh and Jims and I are perfectly okay thanks for asking. :D

He bought me dinner a while ago.

5 mins ago he just rang and told me to go out. Without prior notice.

*teeeeeheeeee*

Lamb shoulder and sword fish. Yummmms!

______________________________________________________________

I haven't watched this yet, i'm outdated. I know. :(

I'm dying to watch this, with the pig! :)

Watched this a week ago.

I'd say it's a MUST WATCH.

Very super awesome indeed.

No point giving you the synopsis of the movie, that'd really be a movie spoiler no?

So yeah, watch! :)

Got me laughing till i was outta breath. :)

Watched this with the pig.

I'd say it's a must watch too.

Thriller in a very realistic way.

Unlike those horror movie thrillers and all those monsters and yada yada.

I can totally relate to this movie!

Beyonce is hot, Ali Larter is also super hot.

So yeah, i got tangled up all over the movie and even refused to walk to the

nearest washroom to answer nature's call.

So for those who haven't watched it yet. GO watch it! :)

How did June pass by without me knowing?

2009-07-07T13:27:00.006+08:00

Reminder to all: Smoking is bad for health. :p

Went for Tandoori with Moomoo when he came back from KL. :D

Yes, i love stalking him. :p

That's James beside him btw. :)

Hello James!

*brushes James' hair with pillow*

Now they ought to learn how to play nice.

*smirks*

Pretty random.

Went out dont-remember-when, took a few shots of completely nothing.

Can you feel the nothing-ness? :p

Oh and i finally had Nando's. Yay yay. :p

But it wasnt a very joyful experience AFTER my meal.

Tonnes of shit happened.

Involving shit and being 20 mins late for class.

What joy.

The sister is back from Aussie.

And the tests all either say I die of alcohol abuse.

Or I am abusing the existence of alcohol. What joy.

Anyways, no alcohol for me anymore.

I'm a party pooper, i admit it. :p

Days are going by faster and faster that it's starting to freak me out.

I'm not getting any healthier if it makes some of you out there happier to know.

I have been staying up really late doing completely nothing at all.

Day dreaming and falling asleep instantly after meals.

After typing that, i realised that i am feeling a tad sleepy.

Goodnight all, or noon that is. *yawns*

p/s: get over it, loser.

Swollen eyeball, tummy ache and head spinning miseries.

2009-07-06T23:26:00.002+08:00

So i was furious a few days before.

Scratched off the sign on the cup of espresso and made a big fuss.

Who wouldn't be if you had found out about something like i did? *mumbles*

Anyways, I'm really tired.

I fell asleep for a whole hour in class today after taking medication.

Thanks to the allergy.

My eyeball, is allergic to *fill in the blanks*.

I'd like to know what too. As far as i know, i jusy don't want it to happen again.

It freaked me out so bad, that i cried like a baby in the pig's house.

I barged into the room screaming out that i wanted to consult a doctor.

And trust me, at dinner time on Sundays.

It aint easy to find a doctor. So yeah, drove to FIVE different places.

And in the end, finally found a doctor that saved us both from getting punctured lungs.

Klinik Bersatu which is opened from 8am to 12 midnight!

I am feeling very tired now.

Love the pig for treating me as a princess these days.

*ahemsGUILTahems*

Night all!

The typical things to do on weekends.

2009-07-05T00:37:00.002+08:00

Typical things to do on weekends?

Stay home and watch tv.

Go out for Kebab which always avoids me. :(

Hang out with the BestFs and the pig.

I went shopping today with the sister.

She didn't activate her credit card and ASSUMED that she did.

That genius' stunts gets better and better each day. :p

I'm done with the music, now for the speech and the make-up.

Damn it, I'm so behind time and I can still actually blog. -_-"

Down down down

2009-07-01T11:40:00.002+08:00

Pugs are cute, just that they look like they have been kicked in the face too much that it turned flat.

I have been almost phoneless for very long.

When I attempted to call Kevin last night, he couldn't hear me.

So I had to call him twice.

Hah, that rabbit laugh at me, now he also kena. WOOT!

Back to books.

Conked out phone

2009-06-29T19:14:00.000+08:00

Because my main phone is conked out.

Friends, call me on the 7853/7684 number instead of the 6338 number.

Cuz almost all my phones conked out.

And only one that doesn't belong to me is functioning RIGHT.

And that only one, only Evon has the number. So yeah. Evon, shsshhhh. :D

I'll be very busy this week.

Sister is back.

Speech rehearsal is tomorrow.

Extra extra class on Thursday.

This is sad. Very sad.

Anyways, will update soon.

Emails between Aunt Doreen and I about the "Lynne's Future Pitbull's Potential Chewie Toy with Flabs" is getting so interesting that I can't help but to go online like 24/7 to see if she replied my mails.

My Aunt Doreen is the coolest aunt alive. I assure that.

Agree with that Evon? XD

Back to speech prep. *faints*

I'm gonna be a foster mama for one day in a week. grins

2009-06-27T19:42:00.002+08:00

Finally came to a conclusion. :)

Shopping for our baby bull terrier tomorrow.

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

p/s:finally met mum eyh? :D

MJ - Rest In Peace

2009-06-26T21:00:00.002+08:00

Rest In Peace MJ.

You'll always be remembered. :(

He used to be our childhood hero. *sighs*

Trying so hard just to fit in aren't you, little hypocrite?

2009-06-26T20:32:00.004+08:00

Anyways, I just found a few very cute items.

I should've gotten these items long long time ago.

We all know, we all know. :)

Habits that start from young is just the hardest to quit eyh?

Anyways, I can't say that I won't be updating as often.

But I'll try to update more. :]

I know you're reading it. Face it.

Love me or hate me, you're still obsessed about me shit face. :)

Try to impress me on your very next attempt to bitch about me.

2009-06-26T14:53:00.004+08:00

Lynne isn't thinking nice thoughts.

What you should really learn. Don't spit up in the air.

In case you have no idea what that means.

Let me help your retarded brain to interprete what it means.

I'm sorry that I can't make a video to help you understand.

You're so spastic that nothing can help you. :D

It means, if you spit your own saliva in the air.

It'll only fall back down on your face.

No one else's.

Used to think you were as thick as a brick.

Now it's proven you're only as thick as the great wall of China.

Go find out what thick means here alright?

I'm not sorry that it's hurting your brain.

p/s: fuck off shit face, be angry when you read this. it'll really get me partying all night. :)

Getting on each other's nerves.

2009-06-25T16:33:00.007+08:00

Yes, I missed class today.

I have a very bad cough thanks to someone who has cough and is coming into my room to sleep every night. Maybe not every night but 6 days in a week. >:C

So I sound a little bit like Jims and Michael Buble singing.

How's that for a change? And audition tomorrow, we'll see how I feel tomorrow then.

I even tightened my braces and have a rubber band restrainig any further mouth movements.

Can't open it more than half, can't talk like a normal human being too.

Anyways, Jims has been wanting to get a bull terrier puppy so badly he's currently ~~pretty~~ VERY OBSESSED. I still think it looks like a giant mutated rat head with and enlarged nose attached to a very stumpy dog's body. But oh okay, it looks cute after looking at it a tad longer. Still I have never been a fan of short sausage lookalike dogs.

See what I mean? Small squinty eyes, short short legs, big gigantic long nose.

How can this be even anywhere near cute or chio (cool)?

This one doesn't look as bad, but still... *shrugs*

The puppies are still really very very cute though, if they stay that way and never ever ever grow up. :p

Jims likes this one best, he should be grateful.

I spent a full hour just asking around for a puppy for him.

Still no results up until now.

Anyone out there have any info on where to get these puppies please do e-mail me.

*click* E-mail *click*

Sorry but I couldn't help but to throw an insulting picture of the dog.

It doesn't look anything like the Pitbull which I super love. Heh.

It's not even anywhere close to looking like a pig.

At least if it looks more like a pig I can accept it, but this looks closer to a rat. -_____-"'

Anyways, now it's about the dog I love most.

The Pitbull.

When Jims wanted to get one, I told him not to.

To prevent him from being stripped off his "MANLYHOOD".

I told him the Pitbull would either rip his balls off or just mistaken his pee pee for a chew toy. :p

There's been alot of cases about Pitbull attacks.

And I have absolutely no idea why people would do this (look at picture above).

The dog could have chewed on the baby like a soft toy or a huge version of a chewy bone.

Pure stupidity.

Now pitbull babies are much cuter than rat terrier babies. I mean, bull terrier.

Although they kill and attack, but it's proven that they're loyal and friendly as long as you don't mistreat them or provoke them. See, they grow up to be so chio and muscular. Like spy dogs. Heh.

Fierce enough to scare those people away don't you think?

I'd have one by my side all the time. Heh.

I like fierce dogs. Especially ones that can bite and kill.

I don't like poodles, well. I do like all dogs but I can't imagine myself carrying a petite only-for-show dog around which is prolly smaller than my handbag and have manicured nails.

I like the junkyard dogs. Haha. Too much cartoons? Nahh.. Just too many people I'd like my dog to attack. It'll definately be my partner in crime.

You know, I don't mind 10 people sharing a present. Need hints?

My birthday next year, please get me a fierce dog that looks exactly like those pictures I have posted *coughsPITBULLcoughs*. :)

And I read a sad sad sad story.

I have attached the link to the story below the picture of the dog.

GO READ IT!

It looks so sad and broken on the inside. :(

I wish I could help!

*click link below*

Story

Let's require a license for pet ownership

Editor, The Times:

In response to your guest column ["Breed bans won't solve problem of 'dangerous dogs,'." Opinion, June 23] here's a radical suggestion: Rather than a breed ban on allegedly dangerous dogs, how about requiring people be tested and licensed before they can own a pet?

Before I am allowed to operate a vehicle, I must be trained and take two tests for my learner's permit and then the driver's license. Restaurant employees must be tested in their knowledge of basic health issues in order to receive a food-handler's permit.

So it doesn't seem unreasonable to require citizens to prove they are knowledgeable and capable of proper care, feeding and handling of an animal before they can own one. It is clear from the most recent case ["4 kids sicced pit bull on women, cops say," NWTuesday, June 23] that the dog was mistreated and that its owners were not equipped to raise it humanely.

Now that I think about it, perhaps people should be licensed before they can become parents, too.

-- Gary D. Tucker, Seattle

In my opinion : I think that those 4 kids are the real screwed up ones.

This time, don't punish the dog

I am so saddened by the story of the kids using a dog to attack two women. This poor dog will be put down after being abused himself, after being used as a weapon against strangers. Where is the justice in this? I'm even saddened by my own reaction -- that I'm glad the dog bit its tormentor (I think I'm glad about that too!), too.

When I have heard about dog attacks in the news, I usually agree with the decisions made. I am just so upset this dog will be put down due to the evil of others.

These children never should have been released to their parents. They should have been detained. Their parents should also be evaluated, as it is my feeling any decent parent would not have raised such horrible children.

I hope these two women will be OK, though I believe the emotional scars will last forever. They are obviously dog lovers.

I firmly believe King County Animal Control should revisit their policies regarding euthanization in this particular case. I adamantly feel this dog should not be put down. I'm sure there is a loving home for him out there.

-- Chris Greene, Central Point, Ore.

I know that just typing it out won't help the poor dog. I honestly agree with what Chris Greene said. Don't blame the dog for being aggressive, blame the owner and those horrible kids for once now would you? Dogs have been put to sleep for being aggressive, but only because they have been mistreated and abused physically AND mentally. So whose fault is it now, in my opinion, the owner.

Shoot me in the head, heart, wherever that kills.

2009-06-24T17:28:00.003+08:00

I just came back from accompanying the goodf Kai Sing to get her

very new white coloured E71. I am so jealous.

So jealous that I could die.

She lost her phone and she can get a new canggih one so soon.

Quinn's using the E71, dad has an E71 and an Xperia.

Me?

I have a beat up phone with broken keypads, dysfunctional camera, spoiled back and calls button (spoiled left side), spoiled # button and oh, in trend too!

What joy.

And yes, not forgetting the main point of this post.

SHOOT ME.

Out for red inspiration.

The sky is helping misery to come closer to me

2009-06-24T14:35:00.004+08:00

The rain killed the Astro reception.

I just got back from class not long ago.

Had a plate of utterly horrible spaghetti.

I was watching The Ellen Degeneres show. It didn't make me laugh.

For the first time.

I feel down today. I don't know how to tell anyone about what's going on in my head.

It's so weird when no words can describe how you feel.

Especially when you really need to let someone know.

But you just cant find the right words.

The thunder is scaring me. I feel like hiding under the blanket.

But I'll fall asleep and miss class later.

I have to drive to class today. But it's raining. Sigh.

Ever felt like tomorrow's never gonna be any better than today?

And that every today sucks more than yesterday?

Everything is going down the drain.

The rain, the sky and the dark clouds are eating up my heart.

I think I'm gonna cry. :(

Oh well, Kai Sing's getting a new phone today.

Because she lost hers. I'm gonna intro her to the shop daddy always goes to.

But I'm gonna be really envious. Because I wont get to buy a new phone. EVER.

The ones you love most, are the ones that put you throught the most excrutiating pain.

2009-06-24T00:05:00.002+08:00

Tears tears tears.

Sacrifice a few good months to achieve a life long of good years.

2009-06-23T19:47:00.008+08:00

So I've been blogging without pictures for a gazillion posts.

Today I feel like taking the trouble to post up nonsensical pictures just so my blog wouldnt look like a blank white page. Although my mind is exactly like a blank white page now.

Amee;Lynne

I'm wearing traditional wear. I'll bring it for you to see and you can think about your speech.

Can I be your make-up artist too?

Yes! :)

GOOD! Then you have to go get a new commentator.

*Laughsoutloud* Nononononononono, you have to be 2-in-1.

*sniff sniff*

See, I've been so stressed about the whole looking for background music thing. The pig. The bull terrier. The black dog that wants to chew all my fingers off while attempting to hump my leg while I walk outside in the morning. And the whole "Sacrificing a few months" issue. Being lazy to drive to class all the time issue. And the commentator issue.

I've been overly stressed to a point where I finish 4 masks in a month when I usually only use 2 a month. That I refuse to step outta the house because I'm so afraid that I'd loose all my inspiration to the fun that surrounds me when I'm out with my friends. And I've been waking up at 2.30am, 3am or 4am just to scare myself that I am late for class. -______-"

So yes, I am losing alot of hair. :(

And I mean everytime I put my fingers on my head. Try to comb my hair with my fingers because I'm too lazy to use a comb. And this happens. Therefore, I am no longer touching my hair anymore. Because I already loose enough hair while washing it. And now it's happening outside the loo! Ohmigoshness. Urgh.

I need recommendations. Which hair saloon to go to for a nice trim and an and EFFECTIVE hair treatment to prevent me from being Smeagol/Gollum (from LOTR). I will not attach a picture of him here because then you'd be imagining me like that when you see me. :(

Oh and next time, girls should so totally let guys do the shopping.

They shop like it's nobody's business. And it's pretty fun actually, that they are somehow pretty clueless. HAHA. I snapped a shot of them without them noticing. :p

Both looking absolutely clueless. :p

And this fella knows nothing about this picture. *evil grins*

The picture above, taken after coming back from E&O with the pig. It was so super yummilicious that I didn't stop feeding myself. :p

And to think of it, I only wore this dress only once after I bought it. I shall wear it sometime, soon. :p

While I was waiting for the pig to pick me up. This is pretty much the place where everything ended and started out. A long long long and complicating story. :D But it still ended up pretty well now, no? :)

And I miss the fishballs that I used to get to eat almost every once in a week. Oh and in those two packets. Are 80 fishballs. That I managed to gobble up 85% of it. I could eat more. But too bad I had to share. :p HAHA. I like fishballs. It's just so irresistable, to me of course. Call me fat, whatever. I'd still engulf these if they were anywhere near me. :D *drools*

Okay, because Bali is prettier than me. I will post up more of Bali.

Than of me. :p Of course, my camera had a good time with Evon in their Bali trip.

It got to stay in their Deluxe Room, it got to fly on a plane without mummy torturing it too much.

It got to smell the air of Bali and well.. Okay fine, I'm just being jealous.

Anyways..

It's so funny how people who lives life much better than these people

can actually complain about not having enough.

Desiring the LV's and the Gucci's,

When all these people have are each other and a life to live and to be contented with.

Pretty pretty pretty reflection.

Never see anything like this in Malaysia now, do you?

Evon's dad reading something in their Deluxe Room.

Stupid Evon didn't bring me there. :p

But I still love her. *grins*

Okay, so this is a very very simple post. I know.

But I'm juggling balls of confusion now.

To think about the future courses. The trips yet to be planned.

The getting a new mobile phone issue.

The whole diet failure. LOL.

And argh, the HITLER issue.

I have to get back to my work now.

*Yawns*

Let's all hope that Lynne does not fall asleep on her books again.

Or let her books fall asleep on her while she falls asleep.

I'm being such a lazy bum that I can even manage to bore myself awake sometimes.

But most of the times, I just bore myself to sleep.

I'm being a piggier pig than the pig, now I know that it is REALLY contagious.

Protect yourselves from laziness, by *fill in the blanks* (wish i knew too).

And take care of yourselves everyone. H1N1 is alllllll over now. :\

It's funny how we feel so much

but cannot say a word.

Though we are screaming on the inside,

oh we can't be heard.

I'm so afraid to love you,

but more afraid to loose.

Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose.

Questions and grudges.

2009-06-22T15:19:00.003+08:00

Thank you Philip, for being there for me when I needed someone.

For watching me cry through webcam.

For accompanying me up until I fell asleep.

For texting me to keep me company.

For watching me blow my nose a thousand times.

And for knowing that I wasn't alright when you first saw me on cam.

And for knowing that I needed someone at that time of crisis.

Thank you for everything, and the song. :)

EEEEEEEEEEEE-VVVVOOOOONNNNNNNNNNN a.k.a. Evon

I love the dress and I love you more! :D

I did hug the dress to sleep. I know I'm so crazy sometimes.

You came back just on time to share my problems with me and listen to me.

I hate Bali for drawing you there! But I love it because you got me the most awesome looking dress ever! I need to talk to you. So so so badly.

Piggy!

You called when the argument was occuring.

So I had to call you back, despite the fact that I sounded like buffalo trying to speak human language. I did.

And I know you were so tired but you still waited up for me to call back.

You gave me the comfort I needed and you know just what to say.

You knew I wasn't as strong as I pretended to be and stood by me up until today.

Ily! :)

Moomoo a.k.a. Julian

Always like the long lost brother I needed.

You listened to me and made me feel better.

And you were there when I needed you to give me your brotherly advices.

Thanks moomoo!

Anyways, I havent been going out recently.

Besides to the pig farm and von's place.

So no pictures. But I do have a few of von and her family in Bali.

I super love the place although I havent been there before.

But I wont love it as much as Phuket 'cause there's no TomYam in Bali. :p

I am gonna go back to work now.

Looking for a part-time job currently.

Any recommendations? :)

Updates with pictures wont be so soon as I will be busy lately.

And also because I wont be going out as often.

*pats self*

Current mood:

Confused about certain subjects and future plans. / Trying to let go of all the past traumas and grudges, but it's not working. / Thinking about how things are gonna work out if ... and if ... and ... / Feeling sleepy and feeling annoyed by the stitch.

It's funny how fast people can change, don't you think?

2009-06-20T12:24:00.002+08:00

So recently I feel that I click well with guys.

Because I'm like one of the guys.

I might not dress like one, but I talk like one.

Hanging out with Kevin, B.Yau and V.Sern has showed ME my true colours.

I am like a tomboy, only one that loves dressing up.

I talk about cars, and I don't have long pretty nails.

I don't carry out my cosmetics and do it in the restaurants or anywhere in public that permits others to watch me doing my make-up. I only do some touching up like if I spend 24hours out. Which is like, never.

I love the teddy bear biscuits B.Yau bought.

Lynne;B.Yau;Kevin

Say ahh.

*opens mouth and gobbles down teddy biscuit*

Thanks.

Say ahhhhhhh.

*does the same thing that Kev did*

Thank you.

*pops one into my own mouth*

Oh noo..

Last piece, who wants it?

You eat laaaaaaaa.

Sure ah?

Yeah, you eat.

Or else later you cry!

*pouts*

I'm not like somebody.

*giggles*

inside jokes

Oh and I went to the airport yesterday.

Since my camera is on vacation with Evon, I borrowed Kai Sing's.

Thank you! Lovessssss. :)

Aunt Doreen went back to Sydney already, I'm gonna miss her real hard.

And I already have my pretty white top all prepared for my very next outing with the pig. :D

It's from Aunt Doreen.

I have to get back to work now.

Sorry for the lack of pictures.

But I'm sure after I get my camera back, and party real hard for 2 more weekends,

then I'll be a good girl. For real. :D

Bye all!

p/s: i'm too awesome to give a damn about what you say about me. :) we both are.

p/p/s: i want nando's! :(

Swallow her then spit her out. EDITED :)

2009-06-18T16:59:00.004+08:00

I have been having problems with my mobile phone.

The entire left side of the phone died, including the light and the 'calls' and 'back' button.

When I click on the camera, the whole phone stays jammed and I'd have to remove the battery to restart the phone.

The # key is totally not working anymore.

The keypads are cracked.

The up button only works when it feels like working.

Though I do have to compliment the screen.

Because I did get water on it several times and it's still as pretty!

How horribly bad can a phone get you asked?

Answer: ~~Not~~ Never as bad as mine.

You know it's so funny how that VEGETARIAN GIANT BANANA is copying everything that I do. Her pictures, her make-up and her language. But I'm still very stunned by that very time where she called up one of her friends to ask what does 'EXTREME' mean. Her other friend called her extremely stupid. And it is proven that she is, because she cant even understand what EXTREME is. She's an IMAGE CONSULTANT, but you know what, it's the only job she can do as a MAKE-UP ARTIST. Not an image consultant, an image consultant should be able to explain in English, it's an international language, like 'Hello?'. Lol! But she's not that great of a make-up artist to start her career anywhere further from Singapore or Malaysia. If you get to Hollywood, I will consider publishing a public apology to say that I WAS WRONG. But I'm sure that's not gonna happen, because I AM RIGHT, WILL BE RIGHT and is GONNA STAY RIGHT. :)

Oh and the reason she's copying me is 'cause she wants to get closer to the pig. HAHAHA.

The pig is MINE, the pig doesn't like giants. Don't have to copy my pictures and dressing and make-up style. Just start chewing your flabs off and grow shorter and 2 sizes smaller than your current size. :D Loser. HAHA.

Copy my picture below bitch, :p

Don't try too hard, it aint easy to do that with a banana shaped face.

When the past haunts you, chase it away with the present.

2009-06-17T21:36:00.002+08:00

I just read someone's post.

I feel, unhappy. I'm not gonna talk about it here.

I have been busy. Been a good girl too.

Finished all assigned work BEFORE being asked to. *pats self*

I have stopped going out on Fridays and Saturdays and Sundays.

Which practically means I have stopped going out completely.

I still spend time with the pig.

And I spend the most time with my soft toys.

I have been craving for Nando's since almost 3 weeks ago.

And still haven't got it.

Kev and Yau are going to Queensbay this Friday.

I hope I can go, so they can watch me eat. :p

I will not be updating as often for now.

Since I have tonnes of things to do.

Events coming up.

Evon's leaving tomorrow for Bali.

Aunt Doreen's leaving on Friday, back to Aussie.

I have to go now.

Have a good new semester everyone! :)

When you don't see any lamp posts around you on the empty streets, there could be stars in the sky that're bright enough to shine your way through.

2009-06-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

I was having a really bad day.

Actually, I still am.

So I rang somebody up. And then asked if somebody would bring me to Nando's.

But somebody was occupied.

And when I was about to pass out of hunger.

Somebody arrived and parked the car right smack in front of my house.

Rozanne came by and gave me the Fillet-O-Fish in her hands accompanied by a cup of Coke.

That's why I love her. Thank you somebody, Rozanne and Auntie Ann! :)

You're not the person that I once knew,

are you scared to let 'em know it's you?

If they could only see it like I do,

then they would see a stranger too.

Every move I make feels lost with no directions.

2009-06-12T13:56:00.007+08:00

FRAGRANCE DESCRIPTION

A floral Bouquet, tender and fresh, with peony accords, and subtles sparkling fruity notes

For more information on Dior Fragrances, I've attached a link below. :)

Dior Parfums

So recently I've been staying home ALOT. The holidays really were nothing much to me.

Hanging out with friends, bonding sessions, crazy car rides and sleeping overs. :D

So on Wednesday noon, I headed out to Queensbay Mall to meet up with Kevin, who was also with two of his friends Boon Yau and Vern Sern (I'm not too sure about the spelling). I met up with them at Nando's. They were already done eating, although I was craving for Nando's but I never really took the initiative to start ordering. Wouldn't wanna let 3 guys watch me eat alone now, yes? :)

Then they left for their movie. Kai Sing came to Queensbay Mall to pick me up and we headed off to Gurney Plaza. We had a really hard time deciding on where to have our super late lunch, so we decided to head to Breeks. :D

My yummilicioussuperduperuberfantabulous Fish and Chips. :D With half a piece of Kai Sing's superduperyummilicious Sandwich. :)

Her Sandwich. *smirks

Kai Sing and her Sandwich! :D

Moi and moi fish and chips. :D

Both of us, scooting over to the middle of the cubicle to take a picture of ourselves. :p

On our way back to Queensbay Mall to fetch Kian Meng to his 7pm class. And drop the bestf Kevin and Boon Yau and Vern Sern back to their houses. That area sure was alot of lefts and rights and u-turns.

At night, heading off for the sleepover. ABC Soup (yummiest in the entire world), and fried eggs and vegetables. Healthy diet for someone from now on. Hahaha.

Baby (Garfield in PJs) and I in the car!

A specially prepared pink coloured pillow for me. But apparently Baby took over and I had no choice but to kick Baby down to the floor while I sleep soundly on the pink pillow. :D

Next morning, I stayed in the house and waited till 3pm. And then headed off to Sunway Carnival. Had yummy Yam Ice Cream with crushed peanuts. *smirks* Thank you someone! :D

And to end my post. With my ugly plastered baby toe. :( It's a Donald Duck btw. Hehehehehe.

There's always gonna be another mountain.

I'm always gonna wanna make it move.

Always gonna be an uphill battle.

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

I am feeling down.

2009-06-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

I feel so horrible. I am sitting in front of my laptop which is placed right smack in front of the tv in the living room wishing I was never born. From my aching rib bones to my almost exploding bladder (I simply don't know why I refuse to move). I just want to sleep and wish that I'll wake up and it's still today and not tomorrow. I can't seem to handle the fact that I have to face my mum tomorrow. And think of what to do tomorrow. What's gonna go wrong tomorrow. And what other shits are coming my way tomorrow.

I don't feel so happy right now. All of a sudden my heart feels like someone just threw 109478350 darts right at it. A friend invited me to cell group tomorrow. But I'm not too sure if I can make it. I vowed to stay home all day. For until Saturday. Ahh, tomorrow..

I feel like crying when I even think about tomorrow. I think it'd be much better if I could freeze time and defrost those whom I'd wanna spend time with. I feel so wrong that I don't even know what I'm typing. Like Chicken Little, I just suddenly space out and go all "WHO WE TALKIN' BOUT AGAIN?". I shit you not.

This whole emotion thing is seriously wiping me out slowly on the inside. It feels as though a part of me is dead and that I'm dying all over again. I really have no idea what to do. I need to face reality. I need someone to talk to. I need, sleeping pills. -.-" Pain killers and a box inspiration. Aeroline to KL for a day trip perhaps?

Happening much?

2009-06-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

Yes life has been happening. Driving from one end of the island to the other end.

From the island to the mainland over and over again.

Changing of soft toys every night. Side-by-side text messaging.

ABC Soup and superduperyummiliciousfantabulous Beef Kuey Tiau.

From movie marathons to feasting 24-7.

What else could be better? I'll tell you what. This Sunday! :D

Take a wild guess. :p It's only gonna be allllll in the private blog.

When I even bother to update. I'm gonna stay home for this 2 days. :]

Facebook notes are damn happening! :p

Friends only, how sad. Go read it! ;D

I'm gonna turn in now. Tonight it's gonna be the pink hippo! :)

Why LAH so stress?!

2009-06-10T11:57:00.002+08:00

So what if there're only a few more days left till class starts?

Enjoy the remaining days of the 2 weeks break and then just suck it up and go back to class.

Lynne is feeling happy today! :)

Because she's meeting her bestf Kevin later.

And the goodf KSing is coming to pick her up. *Bwahahahahaha.

The other bestf Evon is in a gathering. :c

Oh well, I feel like having Nando's today! :D

What goes around, comes around.

2009-06-09T17:03:00.002+08:00

As I was busy being pissed.

I posted a note in Facebook, I don't usually do this kinda things.

But yes, now it has gone too far. So friends in Facebook.

Do read the note titled "That desperado".

I'm sure it'll be easily related to a lot of people. :)

Oh and Kelvin cheered me up! :D

Lynne says (4:48 PM):

i dont know

i feel so

URGH

and sigh

and ROAR

now

lol

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:48 PM):

AutoMessage: out shooting hoops xD

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:49 PM):

hey

sorry

was just preparing the note

haha

yeah?

Lynne says (4:50 PM):

hahaha

shooting hoops?

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:50 PM):

basketball xD

what were u thinkin?

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:51 PM):

lol

Lynne says (4:53 PM):

hahahahahah

you know

in the fun fairs

where they have beer bottles set up

and give you small hoola hoops

or like bracelets

to shoot the hoops?

hahahhahahahaha

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:54 PM):

hahahahahaa

and why would i being doing that?

hahaha

basketball involves shooting hoops as well ya know xD

hahaha

gosh

ur imagination

is far

and

Lynne says (4:54 PM):

hahahahhahahah

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:54 PM):

wild

Lynne says (4:54 PM):

cute!

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:54 PM):

hahaha

Lynne says (4:54 PM):

not wild

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:54 PM):

lol

Lynne says (4:54 PM):

just cute

hahhahaha

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:54 PM):

cute?

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:54 PM):

god knows

hahahha

bursting ppls' head with grenades? cute? xD

hahaha

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:55 PM):

my teacher must have lied to me bout the meaning of cute then

Lynne says (4:55 PM):

hahahahahahhaha

yeah

you see their bouncy brains splattering all out

but waiiiit

Lynne says (4:56 PM):

the person that i wanna blast

doesnt have a brain

whoopsy

hahahahhahahah

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:56 PM):

lol

meaning it gets all cute again?

haha

Lynne says (4:56 PM):

hahah

yesssss

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (4:57 PM):

hahaha

now doesnt this make u feel better? xD

hahahha

Lynne says (4:58 PM):

hahahah

yessss it does!

[i]Kelvinyin ®[/i] says (5:00 PM):

haha

I'm not feeling all happy happy joy joy. This is not good.

I better go get some MORE sleep. Don't wanna be upsetting people now eyh.

2 weeks break, brain malfunction and emotional wrecks

2009-06-09T12:31:00.007+08:00

Just another note: I hate Cheryl that works for Kraft. That lonely woman is just so desperate.

Okay, 2 weeks break = no assignments, no waking up early, no sleeping early, no shits that brings me down. :)

But I've been rotting at home. Besides sleeping and eating, I really don't know what else to do.

I'm just gonna let the pictures speak, more elaboration in the private blog. :)

Guess where this is. :D ^

Mosaiced Jamie's face, :p

'Cause I don't know if she likes this picture.

WKK ****

"Let's stop by the roadside and pretend that the car is spoiled and only move when they're about to reach!" *inside jokes

It was a fun night!

Point proven - Jamie isn't colour blind!

LMAO

Went to Gurney for a bit.

With Evon, Imin, Jamie and Vincent.

Got my super nice perfume.

And then a makeover, just for the fun of it. :p

Summarize the entire day's trip.

Fetched Evon from Sungai Ara, turned so many rounds and got so lost. Her dad says she's a bad navigator. GAHAHAHAHAH.
Fetched Jamie from Green Lane, I turned left because I was clicking on the phone when everyone was shouting at me to turn right. :p
Reached Gurney and got a perfect parking with a not so perfect positioning of the car. :S But at least it was better than nothing.
After Vincent finished work, we headed to Batu Feringgi and got stuck in the massive jam on the way up. It was Evon, Jamie, Imin, Vincent and I that went up there. :)
Went down, dropped Imin at Tanjung Bungah.
Made a turn to UPR and decided it was too crowded to even begin with.
Back to Green Lane to drop Jamie off.
Off to Autocity.
Back to Penang.
Then to Autocity again.
8am Penang.
Back to mainland.
Back to Gurney for 2 Latte Macchiato. *yummmms! (Highly Recommended, Segafredo outelt in Gurney - made by Vincent!)
Back to mainland, Sunway Carnival for movie.
8th trip pass the Penang bridge. Home.
Jamie texted - out to Green Lane to pick her up. Then lunch at Gurney.
Leopard print shoes and black high heels.
Public bank.
E-gate.
Green Lane McD's.
Jamie's home.
Mainland again. Yummiest dinner.
Back home.

And that I call it holiday breaks for people who are lifeless, like me. -_-"

I'm super sleepy, gonna sleep now. Night all!

Squeeze some lemon juice on my wound, would you please?

2009-06-05T19:32:00.002+08:00

Traffic was like crazy today. Took me an hour to get home from Gurney.

Stupid Kevin is leaving for Pulau Redang tomorrow and leaving me behind in Penang! :(

I am supposed to meet Kai Sing at dancing class today, but the traffic is like fuck.

I want mum to go to Ipoh with Aunt Doreen so I can have some alone time. WITH THE CAR that is.

I miss having my turqoise flats, but I doubt that I will be wearing flats since I took over one of the super high heels that mum doesn't like but apparently I love it. :p

I love my new engagement ring. Given to me by myself that is.

Yes, I am engaged to myself. Thank you very much if you're congratulating me.

Fuck off if you can't accept the fact that I am engaged to myself.

I am getting my Dior perfume this week. Either Saturday or Sunday. HOHOHO.

I am going to take over the car. I DON'T CARE if mum screams or wants the car to be left at home. Unless she sponsors me money to take a cab home wherever I go.

I am gonna go wash up now. Another day of eating.

Lunch: SUPER Spicy Fried Rice at Johny's

Tea Time: Old Town for White Coffee with SUPER horrible service

Dinner: Poh Piah from New World Park and Ice Kacang.

OMFGOSH right.

Weighing Machine

2009-06-04T23:16:00.003+08:00

Dim Sum in the morning.

Back home, fried bee hoon.

Night time, deep fried fish paste, tandoori!

Next morning, roti canai (sleep right after munching down).

Afternoon, roti canai AGAIN then black glutinous rice desert, iced coffee.

Night time, Sakae Sushi (tempura, more tempura, volcano thingy soft shell crab, steamed egg, raw salmon, unagi), Jeee's mum's home cooked food!

Today, Jeee's mum bought Hokkien Char (11.30am), Mee Rebus (1.30pm), Milano Mocha (4.30pm), McD's LARGE fries (7pm), Chinese Food (stingray with hot sauce and more other HORRIBLE foodstuffs - 8.45pm)

I was on my way to the loo to wash up. Then I looked down and saw the weighing scale.

I didn't know whether to stand on it or just walk pass it. So I looked at it for a split 10 seconds, and decided to just go wash up.

Since Friday night up until now. I have been eating non stop. I am so so so so so gonna die.

Cosmetics over jewellery! :)

2009-06-03T08:18:00.006+08:00

Guys always say that girls LOVE jewellery. It is TRUE. But I think girls would love cosmetics more. That's IN MY OPINION! :p

I've selected only a few to recommend because if I go on with every single product I use. I'd have to type on about HOW I actually use it and mix and match everything that looks so contradicting but will still turn out super nice lor. So here goes!

A new addition to my cosmetics collection. I don't like the pen silver eyeliner which is from KATE also. So I decided to use the silver CREAM eyeliner from KATE. I am a very super loyal KATE fan. Haha. And it's because it's awesome. :p I also use the super fine Kate liquid eyeliner which I cannot find the picture online so I'm not gonna talk about it.

Right before I dap on the juicy Lip Gloss from Benefit (picture below), I apply the Nivea Repair and Protection balm on my lips. Mainly because I have dry lips and if I were to apply the Lip Gloss on my lips directly, after a meal or when I wipe my lips with a piece or tissue/wet tissue, my lips will have super visible skin peeling off. Which is rather hard to handle when you're in public and reapplication of the Lip Gloss doesn't help cover the peeled skin on your lips. :D

Effectively protects sensitive lips before they crack.
Strengthen lip skin barrier functions.
Contains natural ingredients: Bisabolol and shea butter.

Then this is my absolutely FAVOURITE Lip Gloss, "Her Glossiness". I have FAT lips, some sees it as a gift, some labels it as a flaw. But I like my lips, mind you. In my opinion, if FAT lips were a flaw, people wouldn't be inventing "Lip Plump" glosses and other kinda products that makes your lips look fatter, no? :p So I see it as a gift.

The colour I use is very light and natural on the lips. It's rather a cross between pink and peach. So yeah, if you'd like to try it out. Head to any Benefit Cosmetics Corner and make your selection! :) I'm using - Benefit "Her Glossiness" life on the A list. It's seriously a VERY lovely colour. Try it! :D

And as a make up base or foundation or whatever you call it. I like creamy ones and liquid based but it's hard to apply liquid base foundation on-the-go, like when you're out in public and you'd like a little touch up, it'd be really ugly if you just pull out the tube of liquid based foundation from you hadbag and start squuezing it from the tube. That's if you are ALSO using Maybelline's liquid based foundation which doesn't come in a very chio packaging. Unlike the ones in Stage and all.

So for this Benefit foundation. I like it because it is not too powdery when you dab it on and smudge it around your face. I don't know if those are the RIGHT words to use, 'cause I'm not an expert in this whole explaining thing. :p It looks superbly natural, and it's easy to carry around. :) Also another Benefit product!

And for a person like me (most teenagers), I barely sleep. I don't get sufficient sleep and I tend to have horrible cases of eyebags or dark-circles! So as I was walking pass the Dior counter, I was checking out the mascaras and then the make-up artist asked whether he could use my face as a make up experiment thingy or whatever, but he's a very nice guy. :) And he recommended the Dior SkinFlash which I love super duper uber much now. It works magic! I assure you! But one thing about it that I DO NOT like, is the fact that it takes uber long to ooze out. And sometimes you get impatient and twist it one or two more rounds, then too much of the magic oozes out and you have no where else to apply it on. But other than that, it works magic and I love it! So go get one! It's only RM120. Cheap kan?! :)

I have always been complaining that I have super duper short eyelashes. And there was one time when Jamie and I went to Queensbay Mall and they had this roadshow thingy promoting the mascara. So we went to try and then I fell in love with it. As usual, I fall in love with cosmetics like the moment I lay eyes on it. Argh, this habit is getting very annoying as I DON'T always have the money to get what I want.

Anyways, this Diorshow Iconic Mascara curls your lashes instantaneously without even needing an eyelash curler around you! How convenient and awesome is that?! That's why I use it, maybe you're cursing and saying "Stupid lazy girl intro mascara for lazy people to use. Eatshitgodie!" But I honestly think that it is worth investing! Because it is mad nice and I love it. I've tried Majorica Majorlica whatever kiki-kaka mascare with the fiberwig. But the fiberwig tends to fall on your face and then ruin your entire effort of even applying foundation. Not that I'm trashing it, it DOES look good but the only flaw is that it's not really suitable for me as I love going to places with strong winds and I always have my hair sweeping over my eyelashes. So I prefer Dior. :p It's everyone's own opinion and I'm just voicing mine. NOT rating anything. :p

I also use this Diorshow Blackout Mascara. If I'm not mistaken it SHOULD be RM98/RM90. I can't remember. But this one is suitable for people who has darker eye make-up. Smoky eyes especially! And it lasts for like 2 whole days! Because I had it on my lashes and I didn't sleep for one whole night and had a continuous outing for 2 whole days and it just stayed there like I just re-applied it on my lashes, which obviously I did not. So yeah, it's another awesome ones.

Come to think of it I'm getting pretty thick-skinned by saying that everything I use is just pure awesome and nothing less than great or awesome. Haha. Oh well. .

Fake eyelashes, I'm not too pro about this. Because I'm still a newbie in applying the fake eyelashes and sometimes I fail so badly it looks like a hurricane just hit me and all that went wrong was my eyelash application. :p

But currently I am using 2 types of eyelashes. One is the more common one that you can find in any cosmetic store, SASA for example. 'Cause I got it there! :p For RM30.

But I do like the Shu Uemura one MORE. So go check it out. :D

To check out more Fake Eyelashes from Shu Uemura, I've attached the link below. It's worth the try! :) So go check it out!

Farfallina False eyelashes - tokyo lash bar 2009 by Shu Uemura Art of Beauty

Ahh, man I must be running outta things to blog about.

But it's alright. At least now I get to PRETEND to be so damn pro that I can recommend cosmetic products. But it's okay, I shall be thick-skinned and accept ANY criticism from you people which I WONT be reading. HARHAR! :p

I'm gonna have my roti canai now. Yumm yumm. I miss daddy and Kar Shing already. They're in Bangkok now. But at least I have a few days off from being a completely horrible sister that snatches the TV remote and laptop from my brother and scold him for being a kid.

Byebye! Till the next post! :D

Food & sleep is a baaaaaaad combination.

2009-06-03T00:38:00.002+08:00

I have been eating elephant amounts for the past few days.

I haven't been exercising and I've been sleeping so much I even lost count of the days.

I feel stupid to actually think that PEOPLE I labelled would actually change for the better, but now I'm convinced that they wont. :) Suck it up bitch.

I miss hanging out and having simpler times rather than all the little snuggling up to kiss ass actions that happens EVEN between friends. It's sickening.

I am going back to bed now 'cause it's 1.11am.

Goodnight all! :)

But speaking of food and sleep.

I went for Tandoori with Julian and James just now.

Before that I was in Starbucks with Aunt Doreen, simply can't deny how much I heart her. <3

And before that I was at home chomping down more food. Damn, I really am starting to grow sideways.

Okay, goodnight!

When you start running, don't ever look back.

2009-06-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

It's really nothing special in the pictures. :) More pictures will be in the private blog. I only went to Queensbay a little later in the afternoon. I watched Monsters vs Aliens! So now it's only Night At The Museum 2 with Jeee! :) *smirks*

Met a new friend! Shin Ling! :)

I'm too lazy to say anything about the pictures. I'll be updating my private blog with pictures tomorrow! I'm too tired to do anything right now. :p

If it's worth another try, I'd give it another go.

2009-06-01T11:01:00.008+08:00

Phrase of the day: With the one you love, an hour feels like a minute. With those whom you loathe, one second seems like forever.

I'm not gonna elaborate on this picture of a huge-ass bowl of food. With everything I love to eat inside made by someone's mother. *swoons* Oh another one for the private blog. :p

I made younger bro's baby dog into a ball. :p Hahaha. He hates it when I do that. :p

I love "worm soup". I call it worm soup because it looks like worms. It's actually a kind of vegetable. :p

Taken right before Jeee came over to pick me up for dinner. :D No make-up and all. So shuddup and don't comment. :p

This was taken right before picking up Aunt Doreen from the airport. She's back from Aussie! :D

Love love loves. She bought me a white handbag from Singapore which I love super duper much.

As usual, mum came back from Dalian and I get nothing. She got 4 pair of super chio heels, and NOT surprising that none of it is mine. I'll talk about that, in my private blog. Heh!

On the way back from mainland in Jeee's car! :) Tried on Jeee's shades which looks superbly awesome on me. But his is a Rayban and mine is just an MNG. Do you think he'd swap a guy's shades for a girl's? So "never" for him. :p

This super cute puppy only understands Thai. 'Cause the owner's a Thai from Bangkok! :) And the puppy is super cute but it's like suffering from Kwashiorkor. It's so tiny but the belly is super bulged and round and hard. I don't know if it's healthy but I sure do know that it's super cute! :D

Fishes that the guys caught. Fresh from the sea! :) The guys did a good job. And right now Jeee looks like a super red lobster. Those of you who knows Jeee knows that he's already red. But right now he looks like the colour of red chilli! Only darker by two tones. :p

While the guys fish, the girl sleeps and listens to Kenny G's music and slowly falls asleep. Of course with my shades on kan, next time I'll bring a mask in case I open my mouth when I fall asleep, no flies or dragonflies will fly inside. :p

I made a new friend, I named him "Wai Sek Gao". (in cantonese) Mainly 'cause we packed food there, and everytime someone reaches out for their lunch/snack, this dog gets up immediately and then follows you all around giving you the puppy-dog-eyes eventhough it doesnt realize that it is 20 times the size of a regular puppy. He slept beside me when I was minding my own business on the fishnet that Jeee's set up for me to sleep on. :p He likes me. I wanted to bring it home, but then the fur was shedding all over me I figured that the fishes would like to spend time eating its fur. :D

Then when the boat came, I got to witness the head snapping huge ass fishes jumping up for food.

I swear they were like longer than half of my body. It is S-C-A-R-Y! I was shit ass hungry and Jeee's wouldn't let me eat. He said save my tummy for dinner when we get back. Chai Leng Park for "Lok-lok", so far the cleanest "Lok-lok" I came across, I don't like roadside ones, their d-i-s-g-u-s-t-i-n-g. No need to elaborate on that.

As for now, I'm gonna snooze my afternoon away since I have nothing much to do. I shall sleep, then get up and go eat, then wake up and watch tv, then sleep again then talk on the phone then go online for a bit, then sleep again. Ahhhh, how much better can life get.. ? :D

Next update.

Last minute outing with Rozanne, ShinLing, JoEe, some other girl which I ~~don't seem to~~ can never remember her name no more. :p Finally! :)

All smiles, but what is behind that one very influential smile?

2009-05-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

I wasn't happy today.

Beginning with the fact that I've been waiting for days to watch Night At The Museum 2.

And Monsters Vs Aliens.

As promised someone's supposed to accompany me to the movies.

But narrowed it down to NATM2 only, because to him, MVA is lame and for kids.

So nevermind that, I said "It's okay, I'll watch that alone."

And up until today, I still havent got the chance to watch any shits at all.

So yes, Miss Very-super-unhappy-and-cranky took over.

I'm gonna crop that out from this very post and insert it to the private blog.

And then the friend (note: i didnt mention any names) decides to piss me off even more by telling me how the friend is heading out to watch the movie that I wanna watch. And piss me off even more by saying that because of my existence, everything doesn't work. For a person like me, I would think that the friend is actually trying to say that everything that has to do with me doesn't work out right. So nevermind that. I cried, screamed on the very top note of my vocals (in my head *pfft), I slept and then I decided to just wait till dinner time.

Daddy cheered me up alot.

He brought Shing and I out for dinner.

We had Sushi. :)

I invited Kai Sing, but she said "Aiyahhh, PAISEH lah..."

That will receive a "Since when is KAI SING paiseh?!" comment from alot of people. :p

I don't have a car to drive, YET.

Daddy says he wants to get me a secondhand Viva, so I could crash around and ruin the car.

I really don't mind, as long as I get to drift my friends' brains out. :D

But he said,

"That's a bad idea, 'cause it'll instill the mentality that you can treat the car like scrap and go crash around.. But if I get a brand new Honda City, you will not be able to sleep for ONE WHOLE MONTH if there was one little itsy bitsy scratch on it. And you'll be VERY SUPER CAUTIOUS when you're on the road."

So I didn't really wanna keep that thought in my head, I know I won't be getting a car anytime soon. Or EVER.

Then I dragged daddy into Bead's Zone and British India.

He knows how I like long long long Bohemian and Ethnic style kinda skirts and dresses.

So I tried on one of it for him to see, he said it's pretty but too long for me.

I convinced him with a few blinks of my shiny big goo-goo doll eyes. (well, make up helps just fyi)

And he bought it for me.

So now, I have 2 reds, 2 blues.

I'm going to get more this coming 2 weeks break. :D

I am "happified" after the dresses.

Hopefully, tomorrow will be a much better day than today. :S

I'm still alive, but only half.

2009-05-28T14:01:00.003+08:00

Okay I'm feeling pretty pissed about not having my camera.

Like hello?! It's the holidays.

How bad could my holidays get?

My camera will not be with me and this whole week is crucial that I actually HAVE my camera with me.
I need more clothes, my closet is in it's very fatal crisis. Everything seems to be out of place and I don't seem to have enough to wear.
Economy downpour has affected me. The emptier the malls are, the more I love shopping. If I don't stop spending, I think I will spend the rest of my year wearing old ugly rack-like clothes.
I am eating non-stop. And I mean NON-STOP. I've been complaining about being vertically challenged. Now I'm horizontally challenged too. Dammit!
I want a dog. Jeee's is gonna get a dog. :( But I get to be it's mama too! HAHAHAH.

Anyways, talking about Jeee's getting a dog. He said, he wants something less hairy. Something not too big, something not too small. Something that barks real loud and scares people off.

With all these requirements of his I think I'd needa get Frankenstein to create a new breed for him. Or just tell him that there's actually another horrible looking animal that ~~might~~ surely would scare everyone away including himself.

It's too small, but think about the maintainence fees, saves $$. And also the looks of it is good enough to scare people away, no need for noisy barking when you're trying to sleep no? :p

HEH! Ugly enough to scare you away too I suppose! :p

I am feeling superbly bored. I can't seem to find anything that entertains me.

And the whole phone not ringing issue is getting on my nerves.

And to think about my trip to UPR last night in Kai Sing's car. Hohoho.

Kai Sing's probably very very glad to be alive. But hey, I've never killed anyone before. And I don't intend to. So people with heart conditions, please embrace yourselves if you're about to travel around in my ride. :p Oh, and I drift 'cause I'm not patient enough to wait. LOL! :p

I am super unhappy now, I don't like staying home. I wanna go out. *le sigh*

I need more from what you call most.

2009-05-25T14:16:00.002+08:00

I need sleep, although I've been pigging for almost the entire Sunday.

And I need to buck up, 'cause I just seem to be too ignorant towards my academic performance.

I think I need more from what everyone calls most.

"Get the most from life." "Get the best of life."

It's all just NOT enough for me.

I need more!

I need a car.

I need my parents to actually let me make full use of my license.

I need a new phone that actually FUNTIONS.

I need more clothes 'cause I don't have any left.

I need so much more than most. *sighs*

I feel too down to blog.

I'm sorry blog.

And I don't even have my camera with me.

Not this week 'cause mum brought it to China.

Not next week 'cause dad might be bringing it to Bangkok.

And I want my Langkawi trip. :(

Realllllly bad.

Back to bed now. Night all!

Jeeeeeweeeeeee seaweedsquuueegleeeyummytummyselurrrrrrpeeeeee!

2009-05-22T14:48:00.002+08:00

Ooh so squuuuuueeeeeegle-leegle-leeeeeeee dum dee dum dum doooooo.

I have no idea what has gotten into me.

I am supposed to meet Ciern today, be in Gurney in my brand new dress.

Being happy jolly joy joy. But I decided to sit inside my room with the fan and aircond switched off. Mainly 'cause I have a license and have no car to drive! *ROAR

Door closed and laptop in front of me and watch He's Just Not That Into You.

But the disc is hanging in mid-air. Like halfway in the laptop.

'Cause I suddenly don't feel like watching it. :p

And I want to go to gurney. Have inspiration and late lunch there.

But I already had lunch. And inspirations are only valid on Sunday.

Bet you don't know what I'm blabbering about.

I want cookies and hot milk.

But then I am determined to prove that Prince Fart On The Phone wrong.

Dad's bringing Kar Shing to Bangkok sometime in June holidays.

I shall stay in Penang and hibernate. Maybe to Langkawi. I don't know.

I feel so.. AIMLESS. Yes that's the word.

What should I do now? :S

1, 2, 3, 4, tell me that you love me more.

2009-05-21T20:51:00.003+08:00

Phrase of the day: If you don't want to get hurt, then stop trying to find out.

You know, the phrase (up there), is so true. Don't you think?

I mean, if you know that something you're about to find out is gonna be unpleasant.

Why would you or SHOULD you even continue finding out?

Even if the process of finding out doesn't hurt you enough to kill you, I'm pretty sure the answer would. So why are we so eager to find out something that we all know would stab us real hard in the heart and give us mental breakdowns?

I'm going through alot lately. I just don't know who to turn to.

Oh and btw, private blog is updated. :)

Gavin's Wedding Dinner

2009-05-21T15:19:00.005+08:00

Because blogspot is so gay, I tried twice to load a gazillion pictures but only few survived the homosexualism of blogspot, AND my connection.

Not Wimax, YET.

So just make do with these as sneak peaks or what so.

I'll continue the pictures tomorrow when I get home from class. ;)

I love the bride's dress!

Like ALL of her dresses. So super nice kan! But I didn't get all shots of her dresses.

Was too busy watching the little baby dance and preventing myself

from turning into ice.

Lil dude here wasn't exactly unhappy.

He actually learned how to pose with that face. *Pinches cheeks

Arrrrrgh!

It was a Saturday.

I had a gazillion books on my table right after my class ended.

And mum told me the dinner was that night, so I didn't exactly have sufficient time to look my best. For a wedding dinner I was under-dressed, for the whole home dinner I was over-dressed.

Yes, I am ashamed. :(

Pantai Kerachut.

2009-05-20T14:39:00.006+08:00

Hiked there and nearly got mud facials.

Slowed Julian and James down for an hour. :p

Spider webs all over my face. Sweaty cave-woman like hair. :p

Back to books for now.

I'll let the pictures speak. :)

On a lighter note, do try these silly quizes I've prepared. :)

How well do you know Lynne?

How well do you know Lynne AGAIN! :D

I'll be back. Right after I'm done with Chemistry and catching up with my sleeping schedule. :p

The Agony

2009-05-18T14:04:00.002+08:00

It feels like a gazillion papers away from Friday.

And by a gazillion I mean..

Every paper that I finish, I think about the other gazillions that are coming my way.

Will be updating this friday:

1. Hiking to Pantai Kerachut and nearly getting mud facials for 1000008 times.

2. Gavin's Wedding Dinner. :)

Pick it up, examine it, throw it back in.

2009-05-15T12:43:00.003+08:00

I keep clicking on that particular page.

Trying so hard not to WANT to find out.

And in the end, I'm left with a mind that just wants to figure out what's going on.

And what are the true(s) and the false(s).

This post, proves that I havent been studying when I should be.

And that every 13th of every month. I'll be crying my eyes out.

What joy. -.-"

If you're wondering why.

Answer: I buy a pet on every 12th of each month, and it dies on the 13th. :)

Is that a good enough answer to ease your curiousity?

I guess it should do better than nothing. :)

I'm back to planning my escape from this cemented prison with bed and fluffy pillows and air-conds and books and soft toys and a very life risking laptop.

I shall pay Ciern a visit later. And to collect my things too.

I wanna watch Angels & Demons.

Happy _ Months :D

2009-05-14T20:07:00.001+08:00

Oh well. Lynne wasn't thinking happy thoughts just a moment ago.

I talked to dad about the politics.

I know what to do now. Watch out you low life backstabbers.

And yeah.. Love is. Unpredictable. :p

Running Outta Time

2009-05-13T14:00:00.002+08:00

YES, Lynne has done it again.

Last minute preperation for mid-terms which are effing important. When will I finally learn when to really start studying and really get to SLEEP during exam periods. I guess this is just the typical me. Oh well ..

Wont be updating anytime this week or next.

ARGH. I need sleep. -_-" Although I've been sleeping most of the times when others are prolly working their assesz off with books now. :(

I do feel bad.. ONLY AFTER I WAKE UP from the nice cozy naps. :p

Cute Baby Alert!

2009-05-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

Wonder why is this baby so cute.

And the brother that looks nothing close to being cute. :p

HARHAR.

Meet Jefferson people. He's one hell of a baby. :D

Sharks? :D

2009-05-05T15:22:00.002+08:00

I'm sure most of you have seen this.

Mad woman craving for shark's fin soup.

Personally, I wouldn't order shark's fin soup anymore.

Save the sharks, eyh? Hahaha.

Enjoy this video! :D

And this one.

Another woman blaming other tourists for eating up all the sharks.

HAHAHA. Hilarious people nowadays. :p

Monday blues

2009-05-04T15:51:00.001+08:00

Skipped class today.

It's my visiting loo moment again. :(

I feel so.. alone.

I'm going back to sleep.

Bye!

Taken For Granted

2009-05-02T23:25:00.002+08:00

Who says in love, you don't need to communicate in order to carry on?

I disagree.

You'll loose what you have, if you take what you have for granted.

Mark my words.

Lynne. Is. Not. Happy.

Very. Very. Very. Unhappy.

Goodnight all.

Slow Paced Lazy Dazey Days

2009-05-02T10:09:00.002+08:00

MR BestFriend - Kevin took my quiz.

He only got ONE question wrong. Cuz I never talk to him about cars.

Heh. *Loves

Anyways, I'm living a super slow paced life.

No heading to shopping malls with friends recently, no late nights out drinking and all.

No overnighting. No beach outings. No friends coming over for the fun of it or me going to friends' places for the fun of it.

Only assignments. Homework. And I'd hate to admit it, but I have this feeling I'm gonna screw up in my mid-terms. Partly because there's tooooo much (WAY TOO MUCH) disturbance at home, blast the TV volume and play music out loud or LIVE, I can still concentrate. But there's ONE particular voice that I simply cannot tolerate. I think my friends know. :p

And I haven't been exercising too. Lost weight but instead of muscles it's turning into FLABS. *Lol I love making myself seem disgustingly gross. :p

I miss hanging out with my GoodFs and BestFs.

Who says you cant have more than one best friend?! :p Well I'll show you.

I miss hanging out with Kevin, hitting the movies and having feasts all day.

Talking about creepy crawlies and finding out new ways to disgust each other and annoy each other and friendly insults. :D

I miss hanging out with Ciern, for once I think just the both of us! It's been so long. We can talk about anything, and I seriously mean ANYTHING as in EVERYTHING.

And Evon! :( She's always so busy. *Sobs in my LONELY CORNER

Why do we have to be in different classes and locations?! WHYYYYYY.

Sometimes, I wish that Ciern and Evon were my sisters. They are, but I meant, BIOLOGICAL sisters. :D Actually, I wish that all the time. But it wouldn't be fair for them cuz then they'd have to face - ADOLF HITLER II. (Hints: It's so NOT me) *grins

Anyways, I miss them. And I can't wait till mid-terms are over.

Then I'd have time to bug them.

I'm meeting Kev this Friday. It's his birthday! :)))))))))

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Wont be updating until mid-terms are over. I'm determined to stay away from my laptop! :p

Games to be played, minds to be read.

2009-04-29T15:44:00.002+08:00

Suddenly. Hitch just appeared in my head.

Don't lie, unless you're lying in the arms of the one you love.

Don't cheat, unless you're cheating death.

I've always wanted to shove this phrase into guys' face. (particular ones)

But oh well. It's not like they'll learn anything from this phrase.

They still lie and make up excuses for themselves everytime.

It's ALWAYS a hot n' cold situation. No fail.

No offense to guys out there who may be extremely loyal.

'Cause I know off one too many who aren't/weren't.

Not being too sarcastic now, am I? :)

Back to more paper work and inspiration. :)

Sharing is caring.

2009-04-28T11:29:00.002+08:00

I was watching the Italian race car movie called La Leyenda or something like that.

The director put in a phrase that would make girls think that all guys are assholes.

"Will you lend me your bike?"

"What do you mean lend?"

"Bikes are like girls, they're for sharing, not lending."

It's superbly - WTFness.

I'm gonna watch House now. _ bought the whole season 5 for me. :)

Supersonic Meat Blender :p

2009-04-28T09:52:00.003+08:00

Dad showed me this super chio car. And said it killed a kangaroo. In a horrific way.

Hahahahahaha. If you're not into gross stuffs like I am. Close your eyes and proceed to the next post. :p

The driver was driving at the speed of 225km/h and he hit a kangaroo.

Then he wondered where the kangaroo went and then got down from the car to check it out.

Up for kangaroo stew, anyone? :)

Wonder did he get a new car since the engine looks pretty fucked up already. Hahahahaha.

I'd like a car like this too! But again, fat hopes. :p

Take your records, take your freedom, take your memories, I don't need 'em.

2009-04-28T09:23:00.003+08:00

I am happy now.

The teddy tales have been over since February.

And now I truly see how the phrase works out.

"People don't know what they have, until it's gone."

I am happy with the way my life is now.

With people I truly cherish and care for, you people know who you are.

The Getaway

2009-04-27T23:24:00.003+08:00

NOTE: I will not be updating so many photos or posts here. I will be focusing more on my Private Blog. Updates here will be free and easy and summarized. Nothing too personal anymore. :) For access to the other blog, e-mail me. Friends have already been added.

Went for a short trip to Batu Feringgi. With family.

First time in a gazillion years. :)

Before heading to Batu Feringgi, met up with loves. :)

Jamie, Ping and Kai Sing.

Then Vincent, Aileen, YF, HW. JC and JT.

Ping's gonna kill me. :p

So is Kai Sing.

Okay. That's all for this post. :)

More detailed version in private blog. *teehee*

Will be busy for the next 5 weeks.

I'll be hybernating for a while now. :)

But no worries, I'll update from time to time. :D

Words from the heart .

2009-04-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

Why do you have to go around making others fall in love with you,

when you can't just appreciate the one that already is?

I was difficult to see, but you picked me.

2009-04-24T22:38:00.004+08:00

I got them boom boom pow,

them chickens jackin' my style.

They try to copy my swagger,

I'm on that next shit now.

I'm so 3008.

You so 2000 and late.

I got that boom boom boom,

that future boom boom boom.

Boom Boom Pow by Black Eyed Peas

Warning: Blinding pictures ahead. If you hate me/my face. Leave this page. :) Oh and if you're about to comment and criticize, shut up and leave. Your cooperation is deeply appreciated. :D

I can't remember what day.

But I changed 3 times. :D

And vained while doing so. :)

Second attempt. :p

Current fav. shoes.

Getting new ones soon though. :)

Byebye! :D

p/s: Okay, I've had my fun. Enough games and sketches. BACK TO REALITY. :p

真的哭了 by 林峰

2009-04-22T21:25:00.002+08:00

相愛未必真的需要
被全部佔有
若有心機深宵傾訴
錯誤裏數數
經過太多錯誤
然後
害怕曾擁有
有關心方可溫暖
你沒有這需要
知你幸福
可曾
想起我
想起我
如能放低我
才避免痛苦的經過

是我無法太傻
真的哭了
怕是你聽不到
卻不太懂怎傾訴
害怕錯失
真的太多
是你無法太傻
亦是無助
害怕會哭到天光了
你倦了
亦無須感歎
你是否很不慣

相愛未必真的需要
被全部佔有
若有心機深宵傾訴
錯誤裏數數
經過太多錯誤
然後
害怕曾擁有
有關心方可溫暖
你沒有這需要
知你幸福
可曾
想起我
想起我
如能放低我
才避免痛苦的經過

是我無法太傻
真的哭了
怕是你聽不到
卻不太懂怎傾訴
害怕錯失
真的太多
是你無法太傻
亦是無助
害怕會哭到天光了
你倦了
亦無須感歎
你是否很不慣

是我無法太傻
真的哭了
怕是你聽不到
卻不太懂怎傾訴
害怕錯失
真的太多
是你無法太傻
亦是無助
害怕會哭到天光了
你倦了
亦無須感歎
你是否很不慣

When lemon and lime droplets goes into your eyes.

2009-04-22T21:15:00.002+08:00

Lynne is not happy.

Lynne is trying to be happy.

Lynne has been very very super patient.

Lynne is praying that her patience will last.

Lynne needs to be alone.

I'm glad daddy planned a getaway this weekend.

I can't afford to think about this anymore.

I'm tired and I'm exhausted.

I'm tired of being the one who cares.

p/s: The license looks like one really fucked up piece of card.

p/p/s: I'm pissed at someone.

Current song: 真的哭了 by 林峰

Current mood: Lethargic - moody. Not a good time to piss me off.

I'm calling it a day.

2009-04-21T15:51:00.003+08:00

Of 44 cups of cappucinos, a fever strucked boyf and undone assignments.
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it. :)

Current song: Don't forget by Demi Lovato, Never Ever by Ciara
Current mood: Tired, reluctant to drive under parents' supervision.

The 100th Post States That I Passed The Driving Test

2009-04-20T16:29:00.003+08:00

Hohoho.

The first person to congratulate me - myself. :) *self-centred smile*

Met a new friend there.

Who thought I was doing Matriculation in USM. *lol*

Even the examinar said "Is this your final year in USM? Wait, how old are you?"

Just 'cuz I went for the drving course near USM doesn't mean that I am from USM. :p

I met a new friend anyways. His name is Aliff. He is the one that's REALLY doing Matriculation in USM. Last year in Penang. He's going back to JB end of April. Wish you well, new friend! :D

And my license will be ready by 5.30pm. 21/4

But now that I've passed the driving school's test.

I have another test to sit for.

The parents' test. Jeeze.

I can't drive to class. Which sucks.

I got all wet today. I hope their happy. Urgh!

Just A Random Thought

2009-04-19T17:09:00.001+08:00

And this is very true.

Bad guys get to go to prison.

While good guys die trying to catch them.

HAHAHA

2009-04-16T16:53:00.001+08:00

No point making it big.

If you guys are reallly interested about the sabotaging scene post.

Let me know.

I'll post it up again.

It's very long. And I'm very sure many of you can relate to this.

Flibbertigibbet

Feels good.

Announcement

Dilemma.

I'm tired of people lying, saying what they want about me.

What it all truly means

Little grumpy gourd

Anger management.

Tell me how to not want to hate you as much as i already do.

Eight years later you might win me over.

Taking the memories from the past and making them ideas for the future.

One little two little three little plushies

Now that i'm back.

Broken.

Everything is just fucked up

Sick

Blackberry Bold 9000

Hello and goodbyes

Happy Half A Year Story

Moral Relativity.

Stress level = Exessive

Itsy bitsy spider climbing up the wall.

Why are we here and where are we going?

Applying Maths

Excuses For Social Ineptness

Classy Assholes = Classholes

Wasting time on the internet?

I don't actually like you.

Bedazzled with Rhinestones.

All you need is another pack of cigarettes, some blue label and the magic happens .

What lies ahead of us is solely what decisions we make in the present .

Twinkle twinkle little shit .

Wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

Boredom.

Contradicting facts.

Stressed?

Don't flatter yourself.

Take a jug and fill it up, life aint gon'be easy without alcohol.

Updates

How did June pass by without me knowing?

Swollen eyeball, tummy ache and head spinning miseries.

The typical things to do on weekends.

Down down down

Conked out phone

I'm gonna be a foster mama for one day in a week. *grins*

MJ - Rest In Peace

Trying so hard just to fit in aren't you, little hypocrite?

Try to impress me on your very next attempt to bitch about me.

Getting on each other's nerves.

Shoot me in the head, heart, wherever that kills.

The sky is helping misery to come closer to me

The ones you love most, are the ones that put you throught the most excrutiating pain.

Sacrifice a few good months to achieve a life long of good years.

Questions and grudges.

It's funny how fast people can change, don't you think?

Swallow her then spit her out. *EDITED* :)

When the past haunts you, chase it away with the present.

When you don't see any lamp posts around you on the empty streets, there could be stars in the sky that're bright enough to shine your way through.

Every move I make feels lost with no directions.

FRAGRANCE DESCRIPTION

I am feeling down.

Happening much?

Why LAH so stress?!

What goes around, comes around.

2 weeks break, brain malfunction and emotional wrecks

Squeeze some lemon juice on my wound, would you please?

Weighing Machine

Cosmetics over jewellery! :)

Food & sleep is a baaaaaaad combination.

When you start running, don't ever look back.

If it's worth another try, I'd give it another go.

All smiles, but what is behind that one very influential smile?

I'm still alive, but only half.

I need more from what you call most.

Jeeeeeweeeeeee seaweedsquuueegleeeyummytummyselurrrrrrpeeeeee!

1, 2, 3, 4, tell me that you love me more.

Gavin's Wedding Dinner

Pantai Kerachut.

The Agony

Pick it up, examine it, throw it back in.

I'm gonna be a foster mama for one day in a week. grins

Swallow her then spit her out. EDITED :)